Today my kids had some friends over for a pool party. There were a LOT of them, and they were messy and loud, and silly and funny. I had so much fun watching them play around, bouncing beach balls around and jumping into the pool with cannon balls, laughing in the hot tub and eating like a swarm of locusts!
It reminded me to live in the moment and to have fun, to attack life with abandon and to stick close with my friends.
I loved it! I am very happy to have their friends over. We may not have the largest or the most "perfectly" decorated home, but their friends know they are welcome here.
I love just "playing around" and enjoying life instead of always worrying about what others might think of me if I am silly.
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Friday, June 10, 2011
Playing Around!
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Muddled Thinking
I have a lot of thoughts inside my head, but none seem to be fully formed. It is keeping me awake at night, and waking me up early in the morning.
I wish I could clear my head and be productive, but I just can't seem to do it.
Any suggestions?
I wish I could clear my head and be productive, but I just can't seem to do it.
Any suggestions?
Monday, June 6, 2011
Permission
Today I gave myself permission to be lazy! Not to say that I haven't been lazy before, I have, many times in fact. This time was different. There was no guilt or shame in it. I lazed by the pool, swam a bit, but basically just laid in the sun and enjoyed the peace and quiet.
I still have work that needs to be done, and it will, but I just wanted some time to enjoy the outdoors. I wanted to take advantage of the fact that I live in Florida, and we have a huge pool in our community that beckons.
Sometimes it is good, just to BE!
Happy summer everyone!
I still have work that needs to be done, and it will, but I just wanted some time to enjoy the outdoors. I wanted to take advantage of the fact that I live in Florida, and we have a huge pool in our community that beckons.
Sometimes it is good, just to BE!
Happy summer everyone!
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