Wednesday, May 11, 2011


I have many dreams for my future and for the future of those I love.
  • I would love to have enough money to pay for my kids to go to college and graduate with no debt.
  • I want my children to find a love to last a lifetime.
  • I want my family to enjoy these last few years we will be a unit.
  • I want good health for all of us.
  • I want a clean house, ALWAYS, not just the days I am having company.
  • I want to find a new, meaningful career.
  • I want a new kidney!

These are all good dreams, some are easily attained, whereas others, may take a bit of work. I can still dream them. It takes the dream/wish/desire to start the ball rolling on these things.

It is fun to be fully present in my life, and still be able to dream about the future. Edith is not consuming my every waking thought, and my dreams/nightmares in my sleep. I am no longer trapped in the "what ifs" or the "somedays." I can let the past go, live life today, and be excited about tomorrow.


  1. It is nice to be in the present. It is nice to know that I am not the only person who feels this way! I hope all your dreams come true!

  2. It is a struggle sometimes, but well worth it! And thank you, I wish you well too!

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