I took about 15 minutes to really feel the sadness. I let the tears flow and the feelings flow right along with them. This is hard for me to do. In the past I would have:
- Suppressed the feelings and put on my "happy face" for the world to see. OR...
- Went into the sadness and let it overwhelm me.
But there is much to be thankful for as well. I get to see my boy every weekend, and hug him and love on him. I get to see my other son every day and hug on him and love on him as well. I also get to spend time with my fabulous husband, and as little as that time is some days, texting and emailing and calling each other gets us through. I also get to see my Mom-In-Law next weekend and that is a blessing that I cannot describe!
So, my advice tonight is to let the feelings flow, but set a timer and don't let it overtake you!
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